August 11

I am so tired right now, Baby. It's been a long day full of paperwork and running around. I hope so badly I am doing all the right things and that you agree with all the many decisions I'm making. There is so much to think about and it becomes so exhausting, simply because of all the emotions involved in all of it.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I miss you.

I have so much I want to tell you, but perhaps I'm too tired to get out anything effective. Remember how we finally learned that when we're tired it's better to just not talk to each other and go to sleep? I think tonight is one of those nights. If you were actually here, I'd do just that. I wouldn't talk, but I sure would cuddle. And so would Harry.

Here are some pictures of the past week or so....Can you believe our child? A shining light, she is.


Here we are at the Wiggles concert...I asked Connor if he wanted to use your ticket. He was grateful. Just as cute as I told you it would be. Andi was starstruck. She danced, of course, and Scott even got to shake Murray's hand!








Lydi's friends threw Andi an early birthday party...Complete with treats, presents, and lunch! They put a crown on her head and spoiled her to pieces. Lydia even earned money so she could buy our girl some gifts. She has been effected by this loss. Lately she keeps telling me she loves me and she's so sweet to Andi. Not usual behavior for Lyds. But so sweet to see another life effected by this loss and heartache.
You could never comprehend how many you've effected.

Andi playing the "baby" with the Francis'. They're such dorks. You totally would've laughed, though. Hopefully you did. Les and I got a kick out of it.






Here's Cambri and Andi at the Treehouse Museum in Ogden, right by our house. It was good to be back in the 'hood. I miss it a lot. ....I feel so displaced right now, but that's another story for another time.




Your girl forever~